I keep on pretending that I can live my life without him. I always say he’s out of my system anymore. And that's what I want. But things isn’t what I want, it’s a lot differ. Sad to admit I'm still attached to his memories... memories that keeps on hunting me no matter how hard I try to ignore it. I’ve tried a lot of things just to forget him. But the more I try the more it kills me. I guessed things are just not that easy for me. At one point I just let fate handle it for me. But fate makes it more confusing. I just can’t understand it anymore. Sometimes it gave me reasons and ways to get in touch with him at the most unexpected way but after that it doesn’t allow things to happen the way it should be. It always kept us hanging in a certain situation wherein both of us can’t make a move, we’re just freeze for a moment until everything is not in control anymore. Things is always like that. It’s uncontrollable and confusing.
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